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So today was my grandfathers birthday. If my grandmother, his wife, was alive it would have been hers too. How weird is that, that they would have the same birth DAY and YEAR. I think it’s fate. I believe in that kind of stuff ya know? True love, miracles, the whole nine yards. I missed my grandmother a whole lot today. She died when I was in fifth grade, but I loved her with all my heart. It seems like a different life, the one that I had her in. But today was just one of those days where you sit there and you can’t get someone out of your mind. In fact, I have been doing that a lot lately. I will catch myself thinking and missing important people from my past. I guess it’s good to relive the memories.. but sometimes I wish they’d stay untouched. No memories come without pain, and when you can’t bring someone back, reminiscing can sometimes bring even more heartache. I have weird days where I stay sad, for no particular reason. Not depressed, just sad.. like as if I wanted the whole day to go a different way. That is basically the kind of day that today was.. but like I said in my last post, this whole week has been prettttty lame-o. And for those who read my last post as well, my nails are driving me insane.. still.
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