Monday, February 11, 2008

hmm.. life

Has anyone besides me ever gotten to a point in your life when you feel like everything is frustrating.

Well that's where I am right now. Everyday when I wake up, I get frustrated about SOMETHING.

I have made a lot of big decisions in the past few months, and now I'm wondering about them, and the affect they have on me. I broke up with the boyfriend in September, that my friend was a smart move. I have been single, and loving it since then.. until now. I don't know why but all the sudden I feel like all the good moments in life, aren't as good as they could be because I don't really have a special person to share them with. So mostly I tell all my exciting information to Maggie. Which isn't a bad thing, in fact I appreciate her alot.. :) I'd be totally lost without her.. but at the same time, it's time for someone (a boy) to come along. I have talked on and off to different guys but none of them have really interested me. and that is frustrating. It's also hard because all three girls that I live with have serious boyfriends, and I'm the one living the fabulous single life, and I guess sometimes that gets to me.

Another problem in my life, is with my family.
I moved out to be closer to campus and all, and trust me I LOVE IT. But I never get to see my dad anymore, and we aren't as close and I don't really like that.. same with my brother. I see my mom on a regular basis, but things are just kinda crazy with my family and sometimes I really miss my dad and brother more than I let on. It sucks..

1 comment:

Kelvin Oliver said...

Sometimes I think everyone have their moments in life when they are frustrated. Sometimes I get mad or upset about situations not going the way I want them to go. Throughout the week I have the problem of just wanting to get away from campus and everyone. When its time for the weekend when I get around my family, they make me so mad that I just want to get away from them; however, going back to campus is my last choice. The point I'm trying to make is that we all should be able to just relax and find a place where they could just get away from the world. Maybe, I'm just ranting, maybe I'm just speaking my mind